My winter break in all

I have to say my winter break for the most part was absolutely amazing. I had such a great time seeing my onii-chan, my family during Christmas, and my friends during the time I had off.
For Christmas, I received a Nikon D70 camera that I'll be taking to conventions with me, and with it, I can take pictures of my cosplay progress too. I'm very excited to have real opportunities to use it.
Unlike what I was originally planning to have happen, the hate in my house still isn't gone. My stepmother still blows up at me every second of everyday. When she blows up at me, it's ME that gets into trouble. Never her. I honestly think she's one of the most pathetic people on the planet. I'm so sick of the completely irrational hate that she gives me, and I'm a stronger and better person than that. When my father is around to hear her complain about me, he doesn't do a thing about it. I just get into more trouble for doing nothing. I swear she tries to create issues with me, even though she did say she wanted to start over. I can't believe I ever trusted her. I really just wish my dad was around to hear the names that she calls me and the hate that she gives me. I've seriously almost stopped caring, but I really really wish that I could drop that little bit and completely not care at all. It'll be alright though. I know I'm the best person that lives in this house, so I can deal with anything that's thrown at me.

In other news, my stepbrother's last visit is this week before summer, and he'll be starting bootcamp in July. This last week with Garrett has been great, and I really appreciate him and think that he's one of the best brothers anyone could ever have. He sticks up for me and what's right, I play games with him and he's interested in not only being my brother, but my friend. I get to see him two weeks out of the whole year, so him going to bootcamp doesn't really change how much I'll see him, but I'm proud of him for going.

I write this with an hour left of 2011 to go for me. Do I really have any regrets in this last year? I have one, but other than that, I seriously regret nothing. 2011 has been a year of friends, fun and new beginnings and I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm looking forward to the 2012 year and I'm looking forward to changes that I've made in myself, and the changes I'm still making. I'm not a completely new person yet, but soon I will be. I don't really have one cut clear resolution this year, but I really hope to become more organized, exercise more, learn to sew and complete at least four cosplays this year, and maybe perfect other ones.

With that in mind, I'll probably just be bringing Kyubey and Cirno to Acen with me, but maybe Misaka if I get her finished in time. ~ I'm going to try my hand at working with silicon molds and sculpty for the first time, so please wish me luck! I'm probably going to buy my supplies sometime in the next week or two to get started. Put a little spirit gum in your life!!

Until next time bye bye<3

Holidays Season, cold weather.

The holiday season approaches us, and I'm as excited as ever for this December. I have several ski trips planned, my brother is visiting, my boyfriend is visiting, and a few close friends of mine I don't get to see a lot are visiting. I'm so incredibly excited for Christmas and New Year's as well. I really love giving gifts and making people happy, and I really can't wait to give gifts to my friends this year. When the people close to me smile, it's the best. 

Now if only I could gather up some more money for Christmas gifts.. I have seven cents to my name right now, and my only income is the 10 dollars in allowance I get every Saturday. Oh well, I'll try to save. ;_; 

Cold weather is near, and that also makes me very happy. I love the cold weather. I love to snuggle and roll around in my warm bed at night, and I love to watch the snow fall. This really is my favorite time of year. I can't wait for break. With my favorite people visiting, it'll be the best break I've ever had. 

My stepmom seems to be in a good mood this morning, or so I thought. I came downstairs this morning ready for school. I got into the car to get a ride to the bus stop, and my sister hadn't come out yet. My stepmother turned fowl and yelled at my sister (Fro) to get out to the car, otherwise we'd miss the bus. My bus stop is a good half mile away, and we get rides in the chilly mornings. My stepmom (Dina) grew inpatient and started going. I said, "We should wait for Fro, hold on." And she turned and lashed at me, "You know, Brianne, I don't like you. I'll never like you. I can't wait for you to grow up and get out of my house." She said this for no reason, though. I hadn't angered her, and I hadn't said anything mean at all to her. I really thought my stepmom was done hating me for no reason. I'm above her hate for me, and I'm more mature than her. I don't fight back, and I don't retaliate. I've just grown used to the idea that my stepmother really hates me, and I sit there and take it.

When Fro finally got into the car, we drove off to the bus, and during the ride, my stepmother complained about me the whole way there. She was saying how it was her house, not mine, not matter how long I had lived there, because I'd lived in that house all my life, and she moved in about 4 years ago. She often told me how my father didn't really care for me, and how he always would chose her over him. She talked about how special she was. I can see her hidden jealousy, and it's pathetic how insecure she is. As got out of the car I said to her, "Dina, I don't care if you don't like me, you're my stepmother, you shouldn't say things like that to me." And she said back "AHA, as if I'd ever want to be your mother, Brianne." And my readers must thing that I'm one siding this, but I'm really not. I hate walking through the door of my own home because I know that I'm hated. I just wish her hate for me would stop. It's just the little things she says, the looks she gives me, and just the way she talks about me behind my back that really... it doesn't exactly hurt any more, but I just feel it's unnecessary. ;_; Good thing I'm an optimist. 

Oh well, I'm so used to her insults and hate by now that it doesn't affect me any more. I'll have a great holiday season, though!! I look forward to it!! I hope everyone else has a really really great time too. I love you all, my readers. 

I also had fun in Flo Rida!


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No seriously, I'm laughing.

Vendettas make me laugh. Only weak people are affected by them. 

With that said, see you some other time. I'll be in Florida c:

Youmacon was great, and so was my Chicago trip!

Sorry I haven't posted an entry in awhile. I apologize! I meant to make a blog entry about my Youmacon trip and my Chicago trip, but I haven't until now!


My Youmacon experience was amazing. I have so many shout outs to go to so many people, especially my friends in the Touhou community. You're all so great, and I really feel that I can be myself around all of you. I also really appreciate all the people I roomed with. Especially great thanks to my boyfriend. I had a great time with you <3 
I'll post a few cosplay pictures, here you go. None of these were taken by me. So many credits to everyone ;_; <3

I had such a great time as Cirno and Kyubey. I really miss everyone. You can look at my own personal Youmacon album here on my facebook, http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150523450143222.474715.558058221&type=3
Thank you c: 


Also, my Chicago trip! Oh, I had a great time! The best part was seeing my boyfriend! I have a link here if you want to see, but my camera died on Friday night, so I could only get a select amount of pictures. 
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150537304083222.476916.558058221&type=3
Thank you!! 




This weekend, I'm making my way to Florida again to visit my grandparents for Thanksgiving week. Hopefully I can upload some pictures for everyone to see too. Thanks to all who read my blog. I love you all, my fans.


My formspring is Formspring.me/Kafukachan

Last Kyubey progress photo! Convention week starts!

I've nearly finished Kyubey!! Just need to perfect the rings and finish the tail! Thanks to my seamstress, Marissa!!

So this is con week. STRESS STRESS STRESS. I know how stressed I am because it nearly took me an hour and a half to do my Kyubey makeup...

"THIS JUST DOESN'T LOOK RIGHT! UGH!"

;_; Just another 6 days! I CAN'T WAIT!!

I feel like I should start blogging again...

I feel like it's been too long, everyone.


And all of my fans and followers deserve better than this ; _ ; <3


So I've decided to start blogging again, and hopefully I'll add an entry a day to keep you entertained with my everyday, some what boring, life. 


I'll throw in some Kyubey progress pictures for happies though 

Circle Contacts! Jafax!

So I got some circle contacts this last week.
Super Nudy Blue contacts. They finally came in! <3

That's right, I do love them very much. 

I've been wearing them everyday since I got them. <3 

Pardon my messy hair in that picture ^^;

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So anyways, I love love love love love Nichijou. I plan on doing a Hakase ~ cosplay soon. Maybe after Kyubey. It won't be too hard of a cosplay. 

Why are Kujo and Victorique not together yet?? Geez they need to POMF together. Now. Now. Now. Now. Now. Now. Now. Now. Now. NOW. NOW. NOW. ~ HNNG.
/goes out and looks for Doujins...

Kujo is my total waifu by the way. Mine. I want to cosplay Victorique so I can just..hng.


Cosplay news? Nothing has really been accomplished, but I plan on purchasing some more contacts soon. Red, green and brown contacts soon :3 ~

Contract?

Kyubey preview
Is this the outfit I will be wearing? No. But it kinda was cute. :3

Yukari Cirno photoshoot with Shayna

So at Acen, we had a nice photographer take a bunch of nice photographs of Shayna and I. 


She's an excellent Yukari. I'm very happy with how it turned out too. 
c:

If you'd like to look at these photographs, please visit
http://levelsixtyseven.smugmug.com/Private/Amadrei/17214726_LLsHfv#1306109483_PL85kP8
The password is Yakumocirno1824
It's Casesensative, so capitalize the Y in Yakumo.
Mostly of Shayna's Yukari, though. She's pretty.


In other news 

My friends and I played in Burger King playplace for like ever yesterday.

Casey won a free meal, so he like, ate it in the freakin' playplace. 

Also, exams are this week.

:/

We spend all of Japanese class looking at horrible Tumblrs.

Another useless blog entry

:< I'm alive.. 

Filling these gaps with nonsense

Because there's nothing better to do.

Acen

Best Acen I've ever been to. All of my friends made this possible. I'm so happy and I'm happy to be back home.
I met several new people, bought some figures and took some pictures.
Thanks to everyone who made this possible. 
I love you all, my friends. 


With all of that, here are some notes to my friends

Don't mind me. ~ Just took a picture of myself :3

 You're a cute Cirno. I believe your name was Nathan? My con crush. <3~

 Marissa, my Marissa. You amazing piece of love. I have all of Dead Master to thank you for. You're amazing!!

 Amy I love you. You're super sweet and super amazing. Next Acen we're adventuring.

 Matt...your kind really isn't accepted here...

 Shayna! My best friend in the whole world. I love you!

 Why?

 My badge. My identity.

 Mary! You sweet lump of love~

 Ok Aaron needs to stop being adorable.

 My mommy :3

 Shot of my Maria cosplay :3

 Shayna is Yukari!! She's so pretty oh ~~~~

 My Madoka  bag <3

 All for the Soviets!!

 Bakemonogatari figure set~

 Amy, that hair really suits you.

 Shayna with my friend Spenser.

 Marissa, you look amazing in that Kimono.

 Who is this? Oh, well, it's Tom! 

 Oni Oni Oni. You did a great job running everything.~

 Shutup Alicu

 Klaus sporting some glasses. Quite enjoyable.

 We're going to hell.

 Paul! You're so silly

 Mary, why you every where I go???

 I just love this picture

 Oh Azure. ~

That's right, drink that coffee.

Dani! Your Sakuya is adorable!!


The rest of my pictures will be uploaded to facebook whenever I feel like it


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